something u guys should know

hye guys.. sory for not updating for so long..
forgot that i have a blog..
hahaha..
before i story story,
i just wanna say thank you for reading my blog..
especially you, nasha.. ;))))
thank you for stopping by..
okay..

phase 1
this week, someone that i didnt know has open my eyes..
he has open my eyes the things that i take it easy..
you see last week theres an article saying that in december 2011,
400,000 graduate student doesnt have a job..just staying at home, doing nothing..
n guess wat, in april 2012, theres 450,00 student substitutes (mengganggur)
in just 4 months it increase 50,000..
imagine 2 years ahead.. it will increase!!!!!
in can be increase to 1 millions..
theres also an article in metro, saying that 2014 graduate student
need to have rm12,000 salary every month to survive..
as the food price rise up..
isnt that crazy??
even for a starter job for a graduate students, the max salary they will give is rm2,500..
i kinda make a calculation how much will need a month..
u see....

food     10(a day) x 7 (a week) x 4 (a month) = rm280
house rental                                    (a month) = rm1,200
cloths                                             (a month) = rm70
h/p                                                 (a month) = rm40
car                                                ( a month) = rm2000
TOTAL                                                         = rm3,590

imagine if your salary is rm2,500 , is it enough???
what i calculate above is just basic..
n how about ur parents??
how much u willing to give ur parents??
rm100?? if ur salary is rm2,500, of course u have to give a few hundred at least..
u see what i mean???
for ur info, theres no house rental that is below rm1,000..

so, i suggest that u should work while u're studying..
as a plan B..
thats wat i'm doing now..
so, better start now..
its not too late..
can u imagine every month ur parents give u money for ur pocket money..
for ur education..
of course u want to pay them back..
i will...
so thats all for now..
sory i got no story for phase 2.. ;))))

thanks amigo..

hye guys..
sory for not updating for so LLLLOONNGGG...
hahaha..
lets story story.. ;D
well, i'm gonna start from today..
today i really had fun hanging out with my friend..
not friends but a friend..
he used to be my best friend when we were form 2? i think...
hahahaha..
we played bowling, had lunch, n me had tutti frutti that i always dream off it..
well, i think they dont have tutti frutti in penang..
do they?? hahaha..
anyways, even though it was a last minute plan,
i did enjoy myself n i hope he did to..
it feels like i havent had that joy for years, maybe..
bowling was kindda fun... when i lose..
dunno wat happen to me until my bowling skills sucks..
hahahaha.. long time no play.. maybe..
it was kinda weird n awkward moment where we havent seen each other for more than a year..
n we werent that close either.. hahaha.. i'm really happy that i get to c u..
if u're reading this now...
i wanna let u know that.....
even though we have a history before, i'm really glad u are my friend..
i really am.. ;D
n hopefully we'll hang out again..
if u like.. haha.. yeah i know, i bored people with my talks that annoys people..
huhu..



NEXT CHAPTER..
semester break babeh.. ;D
i wanted to work..
BUT
because of my personal reason, i think i cant..
thanks to the things i have rite now, i dont think i'll be able to work..
even for a month..
wanted to have some money to buy mom's birthday present..
when i say mom, i meant my mom that i'm living with..
a friend says that if your mom ignore u..
or as if u were a ghost in that house, make some NOISE to make her notice that you are there..
n guess wat, she will not notice me even though i make NOISE..
really.. i'm serious..
hasih.. anyways thank for the advice..
now currently at dads house in bk..
going to moms house tomorrow..
n i'll be back to bk on sunday..
i'll bring along my laptop.. thats for sure..
hahahaha..
okay i think i better stop here...
bubye now..

Fake friends..

How do u know when u have fake friends..??
1. they talk about u behind your back..
2. whenever u ask them to go out with u, they make unreasonable excuses..
3. They wont ask u to go out with u..
4. they ignore u when u pass by them..
5. they make their new friends much much important than u..
6. when u ask them a favor, they turned u down..
7. they ignore your calls or msg..
8. they will only be friends with u when they are in trouble..

Okay, thats it so far..
Hahaha..
I sincerely thanks them for what they have done..
BUT if u need me, i'm rite here..
I just dont want to be a cruel person..
Just wanna act human for a change..
Thanks to u guys, i know where i stand now..
It does hurt.. A LOT..
but mostly, what can u do??
rite.. Hmr..
Its just another test GOD gave..
To see whether we are strong enough or not..
U can have billions friends, but theres only a few friends that know us really well..

being alone it halfly boring??

hye guys..
how r u guys??
hope u guys have more fun than me..
hahaha..
okay, its already been 2 days alone..
n i am bored to death..
everyone went home without me..
n every time i ask someone to company to go out..
they always said they have something to do..
are they avoiding me or is it just me??
eat, sleep, watch movies..
its a fun thing to do..
but when u're doing it everyday, it doesnt seems fun now..
okay, i think i'm going out tmrw..
watch movies..
eating sushi.. *yummy*
alone again i guess..
anyone wanna company tmrw???
well, i know the answer anyway..
next monday is gonna be my first test..
hope i ace it.. i mean i ace all subjects..
well, thats all for me today..
enjoy the rest of your study week guys..
or may i say holiday.. ;))

alone, i guess??

hi guys
sorry for not updating for SOOOO LLLLOOONNGG..
hahaha..
kinda buzy for this semester..
n now i'm starting my study week...
study week for 13 days..
yeah, long holiday right??
well, i think i'm the only one left in my college..
everybody went back except for me..
so, i'm just gonna story here n there about my journey in semester 2..
well, what can i say is that i think this semester is the loneliest semester..
as everybody buzy with their studies..
me being left alone is something normal..
i guess..
well, this semester we went for a cruise @ star cruise libra..
photos?? you can go to my profile on facebook..
heres one of the photos..


it was kinda fun..
but we was on the ship not even for 24 hours..
imagine we were on the ship @ 6.30pm then we have go out @ 9.30 am..
we took a lot n a lot of photos in the ship itself..
yesterday we had our the deans list..
n yeah, i'm one of them.. alhamdulillah..
okay, i dunno what else to talk about..
hahahaha
march is my exam month.
n i'll be coming back to bk the 27th march 2012..
so, c u guys then..
adios amigos..

few little things

okay, here i am..
sitting on my bed..
updating my blog and listening to songs from one direction..
they are really awesome..
love the way sings.. truly..
this past few days, having few strange thoughts..
about whether there is someone in this world for me..
i'm not saying that i am lonely..
i'm just saying..
about whats gonna happen after i finished my studies..
what is gonna happen to me in the next 5 years??
am i able to get a good job??
am i gonna be the same person??
some people said I've change a bit from high school..
is that true??
what have i change??
what do people see in me??
am i reliable??
am i worth it to be your friends??
or i'm just for them to use??
am i be able to get somebody??
am i be able to make my parents to be proud of me??
i'm just scared not be able to answer this question.
i'm scared i might not be able to fulfill this question..
i'm not pointing my weakness but..
what if you're thinking the same think as me,
what will you do???
i remember what my fiends always says to me..
''no matter what happen, think positive.. and remember, no matter how scared you are, there's someone will always guide you, show you the right way and protect you.. and thats HIM..''
well, if you never try you never know..
there's saying, 'life is like a box of chocolate.. you never know what you gonna get..
so... be proud of yourself once in a while..
it will makes you feel better..
i think i better stop here before i start crying..
*nahjustjoking*
adios amigos..

sorry

hi guys..
sorry for not updating my blog for a long long time..
quite busy with university life..
as u all know, i'm in semester 2 now..
another 4 more to go..
being waitress on mondays which is quite an experience..
and again being a chef on thursday as usual..
it is quit fun being a university student..
you learn about hard work, being independent..
you learn about team work..
most of the things you'll learn in this period of life..
last week went back for chinese new year break..
spent time with my aunts from singapore..
they are awesome.. ;))
hehehehehe..
okay.. next chapter please..